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I've never taken the time to actually read through this thing but suddenly I felt the need to. It's weird to think how different things were two years have made, going from filling out quizzes to resumes and from my mothers cooking to cooking my own meals. A lot has changed to say the least, I'm in college now, in fact I just finished my second year of college. I don't really have the same friends anymore which is probably for the better as most of the people I used to hang out with generally brought out the less tolerable,annoying side of me.
I've forgotten the actual names of everyone on my LJ friends list, I don't even know who I'm talking to anymore or if they will talk back. I stopped partying (what very little I did to begin with), I've been working out regularly and have actually started giving a shit about my studies and the few people I still talk to, so I guess I've been healthier in a way.
Whats changed?
I don't dress like a funny little girl anymore
I'm a moderate libertarian and I've given up the idea of being lil mussolini, haha
I drive a sedan now.
Don't live with the folks anymore and I went from living at a friends house to my own place which is nice
I only smoke on very few occasions, but only a cigar.
I do not drink.
I don't touch drugs, ever.
I'm starting to make something of myself by the way, I set a goal when I started college and I'm getting very close to that goal. And to be honest, I didn't think I would, since my life pretty much went to hell for a little while, I went through some large identity issues and was confused about the people I was around and the person I though I was. I miss being 15, a lot. I don't know if I have started fights with anyone on here before but to say the least if I've ever offended anyone, I apologize as I was being a stupid kid and more than likely didn't think of my actions as a whole or what I said at the time. I've made mistakes, just like anyone else and mine were no bigger. I fucked up a lot of good things I had going as much as I didn't understand them at the time and I still have some bad vibes coming from people and I honestly wish that would stop, as whatever happened in high school is meaningless now and we are all adults (I assume). I've honestly came to grow into myself and I like the me I am now a lot better than the one I was before.
This will be my last entry, probably ever but if it's still around I might update again in two years.
Also, If anyone actually ended up reading this, my aim name is drunkshipoflamps, I'm always down to catch up with people.
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[21 Apr 2005|06:56pm] |
I have hacked Patrick's livejournal to say:
Hey Patty,
I love you. I hope your first day at GameStop goes well.
<3
-Ali
PS You're an amazing guy and did I mention I love you? Because, I love you...
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I love Ali Freedman.
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[04 Jan 2005|03:06pm] |
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[12 Jun 2004|02:00am] |
Friends only
comment or add me
ill add you
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[10 May 2004|10:40pm] |
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[07 May 2004|09:46pm] |
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some homophobic cock sucker tried to kick my ass because i was a "emo faggot"
tonight was good
Bark Bark Bark was fun
oh yeah
dylan is my bitch
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[06 May 2004|02:51pm] |
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Dear friends and coworkers
i didnt do anything today
<3
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[04 May 2004|10:30pm] |
tell me a story of something or a memory of me
P.S my last entry was uncalled for, i apologize
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[02 May 2004|08:11pm] |
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this mother fucker tried to kill me
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I love Ali!
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[29 Apr 2004|10:32pm] |
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[26 Apr 2004|10:31pm] |
September
October
November
December
January
February
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April
Happy 7 months, I love you
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i just got home from school
it actaully wasnt that bad of a day today, honestly school isnt that bad at all
i finally got around to buying Battle Royale, witch i have been aiming to do, if anyone wants to watch it with me, that would be cool
i found some old CD's, nothing to great but still pretty rad
i turned in a application to subway, and i screwed up alot, i think i put down the wrong age and phone number, it sucks, i need to stop getting nervous when i write apps
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[25 Apr 2004|01:57am] |
gangrape
mugging
friday night was so fun, and then today was fucking lame ( on my part i kind of made a ass of myself) but tonight was fun
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i havent felt that great lately, just minor issues i should really resolve with myself
anyway
im going to the mall tommorow with Ali
sat going to see blue oyster cult with Ali, Tony and Kailey
sat night maybe hang out with Ali and kailey
sunday going to see a movie with Ali
thats my weekend, not very exciting oh well, it will be fun, i love going to the movies with Ali, its always fun and the mall too, i missed Walls Of Jericho tuesday night, witch really sucked, but i wasnt in the mood for it neither was Ali but i heard it was brutal, so im kind of dissapointed, aside from that, i had Aims today, witch blew, i didnt even study but the worse part is, everyone thats NOT a sophmore got to stay home till 10:30, fucking lame, i cant wait till next year so i can stay home, a few extra hours sleep would be great, i want to go to the zoo next weekend, anyone want to join me and Ali??
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[19 Apr 2004|09:46pm] |
its a fine fine piece of work
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if you are reading this witch i doubt you are i hope you know something
im going to get fucking satisfaction
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